Today is the 13th August 2009 . Photos piling up in my desktop folder but i must admit i seriously don't wanna blog about it .

I don't see any point being hypocrisy, if i'm not in a mood for happy stuffs why should i talk about it . Unless i have to hide of course .

I don't know if what i'm doing is correct at this point in time . Sometimes, i asked myself, why am i doing this, why did i go against somethings i used to respect and look upon as my principle of life . I truly lived, now i don't, i live because i had to, and if suicidal isn't a crime i would have done it months ago .

I don't know what i'm fretting about these days, but i really get pretty tensed up . It's hard to get asleep too .

I felt like watching a movie alone . Suddenly, i felt like having my own time, i have this urge to live away from you . I wish for time to rewind, not because that i could change things, but live it once more .

It's no point saying what i feel now, because i've come to this stage, upon my own decisions . I just wish, everything could be better .